In the mail today....

My 6 figure pack including 10th Doctor/ Rose/ Dalek-Sec / K9 / Moxx of Balhoon / Cassandra & Robot Spiders.

And just then my 6" R/C Davros. I should take pictures and post them. Payed lots of bills today, toys arrived. I am now officially poor again. No more money to spend. But I have my 12" Cyberleader, so I am happy. Happy as a Dr Who fan can be.

Hannah is in town sorting out financial issues and getting her hair cut. Tonight we are going to a writers launch, I need to decide / get a costume. I also need to do animation work today. Because time is running out.

Please don't take all this good stuff for a sign that I am looking forward to the world now. Because these a very intense short bursts of happiness. Rather like sex. Not that I am suggesting it is short, but compared to my overall haplessness for the year it rather pales in comparison. So to speak.

Hannah thinks I need to read read my entries here, because spent a lot of last night complaining that I don't worry too much about the order of works or grammar. So much for me taking an active effort to improve it. There you go. But I will strive to make this slightly more readable, and slightly less like a button mash-o-rama.

At the moment I am test rendering some animation work, I should set up my second computer on a network with this computer so I can render while I work, but I feel a little to lazy, but it is all part of the long term plan. Whatever that may be. I am rather hoping my Martha Jones figure will turn up up later on today.

So, I have a few more ebay items finishing, all books going for $1-$2, mainly NA's, I just picked up for $7 a copy of the final Cat's Cradle book, as well as ANOTHER copy of "Search for the Doctor", bringing my total copies of that book to around 4-5 now. Along with it comes the Target book of Weng-Chiang as well as "The Making of Doctor Who", one I actually want to get. So 4 books for $7, I am not complaining, although I only want two. Perhaps I can sell them on ebay. Hahaha.

Anyway. It's 1pm now. Hannah should be just about finished her hair by now, I must remember to tell her what I think of it. Much harder than it seems sometimes, because I look and go "Yes." And that's what my head says too. Just a plain "Yes". Sometimes "Noooo YUK.", but I say that when I think that. Then people tell me off for saying such things.

Next year I need to go back to University. I don't want to. I have two subjects to do, I will pick up one more. Something simple and non-invasive, but enough to keep centrelink paying the rent. Unless Hannah comes back with "Really bad news" as I like to phase it. In that case I will leave UNI tomorrow and get a job at *anywhere* to keep us in house and home.

Why am I going back?

- I almost have a degree. 6 months should finish it.
- I don't have anything else I would prefer to do.
- The alternative is real work.
- Hating something and it destroying your life isn't enough to make you stop doing something.*

* HOLD ON. Is it?


Colonel Barker. There is nothing to fear. You will become like us. You will be like us.